Sorry (Viva La Vida)

I've been working on some rap songs in my head for a little while so I figured I would attempt to write one out. This one samples from Coldplay's Viva La Vida. It's possible this will turn into an actual song eventually. I welcome fans to give it a go themselves.

I know I've done a lot of things
but I'm not proud of them
Because I know that they sting and
Hurt when I say them
But I don't want to hurt you
It's the last thing that I'd do
Just know it wasn't my intention
And little did I mention- that I'm
truly just sorry for the shit in my past
I hope you can forgive me
For I want this to last
But I know that you walked out the door
And I became a shamble lyin' on the floor
Yet I hope you know just one thing
That I'm truly sorry for this bullshit I bring
You changed me now more than anything
And now...

For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

I felt like I was on top of the world
And you were my only girl
(Yeah you were my girl)
So I ruled my own kingdom
But I just couldn't see some
Problems I had to deal with
But it was my bullshit
And I didn't mean to bring it on you
But I just didn't know what to do
I trusted you more than anyone
I just felt closer than I ever had with some
And yet I didn't consider your thoughts
And all the problems you had brought
Into this relationship
So I'm sorry for all this shit
I just wish I could move on a bit 'cause...

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringin'
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field.
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

I know that it's hard to say
But I'm sorry and I just want to play it
Cooler than I have ever before
But I ain't been the same since you walked out that door
I know you've moved on but I keep hoping there's a glimmer
Of hope, but my luck is just gettin' slimmer
I'm doped up on my emotions more than ever
And you're the only drug that makes me better
I hope you understand
You make me a better man
And I'm sorry
But I just can't explain

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringin'
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field.
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word